Moorche pa dare, dast dare, enghadr zoor dare ke dooneye sangin tar az khodesh o haml mikone, oonvaght ye parande ahmagh ke oonam pa dare, bal dare, par dare, chesh dare, ok dare, miad o in moorcharo ke pa dare, dast dare, enghadr zoor dare ke dooneye sangin tar az khodesho haml mikona ro mikhore! oonvaght khode in parande ahmaghe ke oonam pa dare, bal dare, par dare, chesh dare, ok dare va in moorcheharo ke pa dare, dast dare, enghadr zoor dare ke dooneye sangin tar az khodesho ham mikone ro mikhore ro ye oghab e ke pahaye ghavi o bal haye boland o cheshmaye tiz o nok ghavi dare dar hamoon hali ke parandehe ba tamame voojood, pa va bal o par o cheshm o nok dare moorcheharo ke pa dare, dast dare, enghadr ham zoor dare ke dooneye sangin tar az khodesho haml mikone ro mikhore!bebin dige in oghabe ke pahaye ghavi o bal haye boland o chemayate tiz o nik e ghavi dare o parandeii ke pa dare, bal dare, cheshm dare, nok dare va dare moorcheii ro ke pa dare, dast dare va enghard zoor dare ke dooneye sanging tar az khodesh o haml mikonar o mikhore ro mikhore dige che ahmaghie!!!! hala az oonvar ye adami ke dast dare, pa dare, ghodrat dare, fekr dare, tofang dare oon oghabar o ke pa haye ghavi dare, ba....

(alan hessesh o nadaram edamash bedam! age forsat kardam badan edamash midam)

we had a 2 week holidays! right before midterm exams! a great opportunity for studying! or at least a good opportunity to have fun! you know what I did? I slept the whole time! the whole 2 weeks!!!!!!!

emrooz hava khoob bood :) jatoon khali :)

My new Sooty!!!!!
it was 4 hours since I started to search for a PHP ebook on the internet! I installed 4 different file sharing applications! and I nearly checked all suggested sites in google! but all unsuccessful! recently I called monkey to check if he got any ebooks or if he can find any for me! you know what he told me? he said "not any other than the one you already got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I HAD THE EBOOK ON MY COMPUTER ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god bless me!

It's true that you wont get tired of doing something you like! I was so tired that I couldn't even go to sleep! but since I started writing some codes I got energized and now I feel much better :)

Now I know Y big people say take your time at least few minutes a day to relax and enjoy! sometimes in a busy day you have chanced to enjoy some moments! and sometimes you even act the way you should but your so much busy in mind that you wont enjoy the moment! then when you relax the moment just pops up into your mind and you get the chance to enjoy the moment it's already passed! you sometimes get the chance to organize your mind and decide whether you acted the way satisfies you or not! 5 minutes might sometimes worth the whole day!

lol :)
check it out :

When I was a child, I used to pray every night for a bicycle, finally I realised that the Lord dosn't work that way, so I stole one and asked him to forgive me! (Erno Philips)

shenidin migan azmoode ra azmoodan khatast? vali in raje be sooty sadegh nist :) chon man dobare zang zadam hamoon resturane goftam "ye mashin mikhastam baraye.....!!!!! ye hotdog bedin lotfan" =))

These days everything happening to me is so Extreme! everything happens is either Extremely good or Extremely bad! or even sometimes Extremely confusing that I don't know I should be happy about it or sad about it! gosh life is confusing!

hamin alan sootie gharn ro dadam :) zang zadam be resturan ghaza begiram bad eshterakam o ke goftam migam "ye mashin mikhastam baraye ...." bad yadam oftad na ye hot dog mikhastam ;) be azhans zang nazadam ;) lol =))

Today was a day full of seminars (semiNAHARs) ;) first I went to a seminar on ASP.NET and had a free launch there, then I went to a linux seminar and got a free juice there ;) oh I'm looking for a seminar (semiDINNER) to have my dinner in ;)

pooof!
It has been a long time since I wrote here! Well now it have a reason Y I'm back here, I guess you can guess...
Yeah you’re right! I have a research to do and instead I was writing Chris de burghs lyrics... I'm so bored.... there isn't even anyone in the messenger to chat with. What should I do ..... I don’t like in here when even the comment box in not working!

ok I'm done with midterm exams..... I thought at least I’m gonna do fine in public speaking. I thought I'm A up to now! but then she gave us a paper of how we did up to now! I saw a D+ in my paper! its hard to believe... I got 69.6 up to now. just because I haven’t written my name on evaluation sheet, which I wouldn’t know I should put my own name's too, and lots of others made the same mistake! the ITN professor is out of country, and I'm not gonna know how awful I did in this exam! just not my term!

I've public speaking tomorrow and I dont know if I have exam or the informative speech..... I haven't seen my book since I bought it!!! so I'm absolutely not ready for the exam!!! and I haven't chosen any topic for the informative speech!!!! so how can I be ready for any of these..... The worse thing is that I might have both of them tomorrow!!!!! oh gosh I need help (more than that I need TIME)

On Friday I went to another emirate with some of my friends, it was somehow beautiful. We never expected somewhere like this in emirates. It was somehow like north of Iran! we really enjoyed our time there! and you know what was the best part of it? The watermelon we had at the end! it was perfect ;) and the whether was great too! oh I enjoyed it! but I home it's not gonna affect my after the exam enjoy!!!!! I haven't studied anything yet and I have 3 days to study including today!!! and I have a lot to do!

Wooow it was partacular, it was great!!! I loved it. anyone who missed, missed a lot!!!!!

Lord of the dance is today!!!!! I'm gonna have alot fun today :) wish me a happy day :*

I got the tickets to Lord of the dance!
I haven't done my job with the newsletter yet :~( its a lot.... and I'm so l8.... I have never been this l8!

I'm in jazz festival in dubai now, and I missed all fallawes whom I used to go to concert with.

Woooow king of the dance is here and the first day (which is the expensive one) has a special offer for AUD students, oh I love them.

today was the first day of demo speeches, and mine is in the next session which is on wednsday. today about 10 people have done their demonstration presentation and lots of food have been cooked back there ;) oh I had a nice day ;) the best food ever was "nachos with salsa", and someone did a presentation about a sort of a morning relaxation, and I liked it. I worked a bit on my project, and I hope its not gonna get too long because that's the most important thing in our presentation.
oh did I told you? my topic is hypnotize!!!! I have a subject too, and I wanted to hypnotize her in the class, but the instructor told me not to do so! so we're gonna fake it :)

I have to do a demonstration presentation, a 5 minute log presentation ..... what should be the topic! help!!!!!

does anyone actually check here?
I just did the presentation this morning! I was a bit late so the intructor said I have to be the first! I wasn't ready yet, I had lots of funny things to say and act! I guess I forgot to do half of it!
this is the draft of my presentation take a look and tell your ideas about it:

To find the first object which can describes me! It was easy, definitely my girl!!! Woops, sorry! My laptop is the best object which can describe me! The first time I got a girl!! "I mean a computer" was around 17 years a go, and that was when I fall in love with computers! And when I was introduces to the internet, everyone who wanted to call us found it easier to come by! ;) and when my father got me separate phone line, still everyone had a problem calling us, because when I got the other phone line I already had 2 modems! and I guess since I came here, no one have seen me without my gir' laptop! I met most of my friends via the net, and I still communicate with my friends and family through the net. When I'm with my computer, connected to the internet, I don't feel the time is passing, I even sometimes forget to have launch!
The other object is my camera! This habit is not an old one, and it has started from here in Dubai. The good thing about this camera is that it's a digital camera, so it's a great opportunity for a lazy person not to go trough all the troubles with analog pictures. I can simply get the picture and insert them into my computer, and it's easier to keep and copy the pictures in this way. In addition, I got this camera because it's small so I can always have it with me and take pictures whenever I see something interesting. And unlike what I used to think, camera doesn't only help to remember the beautiful views, but it helps to see them at the mean time!

The hugest Sooty of the century!!!!!!!! I was up to send a link to everyone in my yahoo messenger, so I copied and pasted in a send to all box and sent it; however, instead of the link, which wasn't properly copied, I pasted my previously copied to clipboard text, which was an email to one of my friends, and send it too all my yahoo friends, which I guess should me around 150!!!!

IT seems the only object which can describe me is computers! whom ever I ask about says the same thing, and when I ask to give me another object I get the reply "ok, cable!!!!" I need something else, something not related!!!!! pooof what a hard job.... please help!

Today is friday, yesterday I went to all bookshops in dubai I could find, but I found none of the books I was looking for, for my classes. So now I'm studding the ITN from the slides, because I know its gonna be tough! and you know, just as I do before the exams, I've started making jellies from now. That shows how stressed I am for this class ;) and as said before, I have public speaking class too. Hand for monday I have to give a two minute speech about myself, and I have to bring 2 objects which describes my in a way, to you have any opinion of what should I get with me? most probably one them will be my laptop ;) I guess for the at least last year no one have seen me without my laptop ;) and for years before my symbol was my computer and my modem ;) but what can be the other symbol!!!! I guess another laptop HUH? ;) by the way, remember I told you about my Iranian neighbors? I guess they should be new, and most probably new in dubai. Because it seems that they are missing Iran so much. He just shouted "pus some Iranian music" and I can hear them talking to each other, when they are loud. I guess they should be near me!

I had ITN again today, he already started! he examines the same chapter he thought in the same class and ask about things he didnt said!!! we dont even have time for research about the sobject!! thank got I new the part he didnt thought in the class or the whole thing he said already from before! god help us!!!!
and you know what day is today? wednsday!!! that means I've god a newsletter to submit! and this time I got about 20 mails and each with some attachments!!! one of them is about a meg by itself, I havent look through it yet!!!
they only told me that they are going to give me a shared office and already doubled, tripled,... or whatevered the stuff !!!! gosh I have a lot to be done in few hours! so C U l8er ;)

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Its not working yet! I ask them to open the port for imap so that I can check my netscape email and send the offline messages I wrote, but it's not working yet !!!!

I just woke up,woops! I mean got out of statistics class! I think its gonna be the slowest class of this term.
the public speaking class should be exciting one, and the ITN class is with the same boring instructor as last terms ITN, so probably I should know how to sleep! OH! I mean deal with that class ;) but it should be a tough term I suppose.

alan saa'at 2:30 be vaghte dubai va 2 be vaghte tehran e .... man too havapeyma hastam va ino daram offline minevisam! mikhastam begam kheili zood bood!!!! koli takhir dashtim va too havapeyma toolesh dadan be tori ke man fekr kardam hatman bazam ye forsate dige gir miaram ta belakhare barf bazi konam.... hanooz na barf bazi karde boodam na hichkoodoom az doostam o didam ... man ghabl az inke biam shenidam ke iran koli barf oomade va koli zogh kardam vali oomadam az barf khabari nabood va hame goftan ta hala barf boode o emrooz ke to oomadi hame aab shodan!!! badam ke dige barf e dorost hesabi naioomad ta emrooz!!! manam dige kheili degh karde boodam ke hala ke man daram miram barf oomade, vase haminam blitam o sari az saa'at e 7 tabdil kardam be saa'at e 1 e shab ke betoonam beram barf bazi!!!! vali be dalile BARESH E BARF ham hame moonde boodan too terafic va ham inke man ta saa'ate 7:30 moonde boodam khoone montazere blit ii ke avaz kardam berese be dastam, va vaghty ke resid be dastam ham ke dige hame az khiaboon tarside boodan o manam tarsoondan o bana bar in bazam naraftam barf bazi :( hanooz man na barf bazi kardam na doostam o didam!! "NAZANIN" kheili mazerat mikham ke zang nazadam be to ham!! Man hanooz iran mikham.... in seri kheili bad bood!!! ghabl az inke biam oonghade delam tang nashode bood ke hala ke daram miram delam tang shode!!! akhe dafe pish bade 8 mah oomadam iran o ye 2 mahi moondam bad 2 mah o nim intoria raftam dubai bad bargashtam iran (ta injash khoob bood) vali bad too iran 2 hafte bishtar namoondam ke nesfesho rasht boodam va ye hafte iran boodam.... na kasio didam na dorost hesabi tehran gardi kardam VA NA BARF BAZI KARDAM!!!!! faghat fori raftam paiin ye seri ax gereftam ke be paniz o hamadam maileshoon kardam inja ham mifrestam ta shoma ham feizesho bebarin :) (makhsoosan oonaii ke iran nistan) tazasham aghalan age vaght nashod ke khodam barf bazi konam mitoonam ba in axaii ke gereftam be kharejiha (dubaii ha) oonaii ke modatie az barf be door boodan soo soo bedam ;)
EH yadam nabood daram offline mizanam nemitoonam alan ax attach konam!!! ok har ki ax az barf e tehran khast ye ye mail bezane be man ta barash befrestam :)
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bad az ye chizi hoodoode 1 saa'at hanooz toye havapeyma: cheraghe kamarband alan ye chizi hoodoode nim saa'ate ke roshan shode...... fekr mikonam ranande midooneste ke mikhad bendaze jade khaki!!! kheili bala paiin mire!!!!! (uhan ye khorde aroomtar shod) enghade tekoon mikhord ke monitore laptopam az erte'ashesh nemitoonestam bebinam chi daram type mikonam.. dar zemn in mehmandare ham ke jelo man nesheste yeho sandalio khaboond aghab laptop am oofff shod :-( omidvaram jash pak she!!! chon be nazar miad ye khate siah e badjoor oftad roosh!! hala residam khoone checkesh mikonam bebinam chikaresh mishe kard.... alanam jatoon khali daram Dido ahang e white flagesho goosh mikonam :) (ah panizzzzzzz alan ke oomadam too havapeyma yadam oftad ke roo CD ke vase to write kardam dido narikhtam :(
*)*&%*&^%&%%&^(*&)(**^ kheili mikhastam to ham ino dashte bashi.... hatman asheghesh mishodi!!!

I just wanted to say Happy new year 2004 to everyone! and I hope the new year will be out of such disasters happened in this year such as Bam!